I really had a sleepless night, moving here and there on my bed and thinking
about what happen to me that night. I least expected it, i experienced
the worst headach ever, all i could hear was my heart beatimg much
faster that it ever, has i cursed my starts that night, as my expectation for
that night was so much greater, but it ended in a far different way that
made my heart choke with tears of losing something i have always fought
I made mistakes not trying to understand, some words did hurt in some
way and i guess we got carried away after all those arguments of
whether truly i have some intimate relationship with him. I know it’s been
hard for you trying to understand the real truth.
Trust is very important, especially in a new and up-coming relationship,
and so i have no objection about you finding out the fact about whether i
have a relationship with him. I know you said you can’t forgive me,
neither will you forget, whether you accept my apology or not, i am truly
sorry for what happen between me and your friend…
For now, i know sorry is just a word, but for what it’s worth i am very
sorry for hurting you last night. You caused me pains too but i am really
confused about everything. I much wants things to be stable and that you
get all the time you need to make your decision.
I love you so much and never will i think that i can forget you. Hope to
hear from you…… I remain yours.